Because I'm a wrack right now here's just a boring selfie. Enjoy.
For some people it is really hard to tell others about their problems. They don't trust them, they feel like no one even cares or they just don't want to bother anyone. I have big issues with opening up to others, and I don't know why. There are people I trust, and I'm not afraid to bore them, but I just can't tell them how I'm feeling. I wish I could, because being silent when you actually feel horrible is terrible. People ask if I want to talk and I say no. A friend told me some days ago he would listen to me even at night if I feel bad, but I haven't messaged him and I probably never will. I think many people out there feel like this.
Everyone needs to find his own way to deal with it. In my case I think I just need to learn how to express my feelings. When it comes to deep conversations I'm a big fail. I don't know how to say what I feel and think, or I'm just really afraid for no reason, so I end up saying nothing at all. My social skills are awful. I usually want to say so much when I should talk about my life, my problems and me, but it doesn't work. That's why I'm a wrack right now. I hope you are having a better day/night.
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