We truly take the little things for granted. Everyone is guilty of it. At my house on Cape Cod I had a washer and a dryer. I could start a wash then fall asleep and then just throw it in the dryer when I got up in the morning and it would be done by the time I was ready to leave. I wash sheets for work. --Im a massage therapist, although, I prefer the term muscular therapist. I like to fix people-- so here I am. I have a large swath of time in between clients so I grabbed all of my sheets and my own personal clothing --what little I have. I lost 40lbs due to the last few months and none of my clothes fit. They look like I'm borrowing my older brothers stuff-- it's quiet here so I don't really mind. Im really just browsing the web, bumble and tinder to try to meet new people. Not really trying to hook up. I don't have the emotional capacity for that. I haven't kissed anyone apart from my wife in over a DECADE! I know it's no big deal but, shit! What does it even feel like to kiss someone else. I guess I'll find out. Im getting a lot of matches on both but a little bit of fear, anxiety and being unsure what I want is keeping me from really jumping in. I need time. That's obvious. Im still trying to get my footing. So, here I am. Just another person on their phone waiting for their stuff to dry.