*This dream was right after the other dream. Another reoccurring dream which ended differently than before. I must have had this dream a 100 times -that I can remember... I wonder how many more times -that I cannot remember and tonight it ended in a different way.
I was walking through a theatrical castle. It felt unsafe. There were pretentious happy people minding their business as I was walking down a hall with many doors. I wasn't sure where I was headed. I was looking for something. I wasn't in a rush. I was admiring cathedral looking architecture around the doors and the hangings. But I felt unsafe. I was wondering how long this hall is. It felt like it was infinite. I felt like I was getting close to something. I felt fear. I noticed strange men watching me. They were looking at me without blinking. And there were women watching me too, but in less obvious way. The women were whispering, they felt like prostitutes. The men were smoking and looking at me from under their foreheads, but they weren't in a group. They stood alone watching my every move. I became more afraid. I began to become crippled. My mind was telling me to exit the hall. With every step I took, more dangerous it felt to walk. I began to panic. I needed to be safe. I felt their stares on me. I started to walk faster pondering which door to use. And then the hall ended. I hit a wall. There was a door. I stood in front of this tall door. Humming sound in my head ceased. I felt trapped by fear. I felt unsafe. I needed to make a decision to exit through that specific door. I didn't know if that door was and exit or a trap to another room that had no exit. My breath became rapid. I looked to my left, man were watching. I looked to my right women were whispering. And I saw the door to the right. It felt safe. Or, like golden light, like sunshine from this darkness that I was walking through. I didn't think anymore, I ran out through the door on the right.
And that's where the next dream began...with a phone call. The silent phone call.
Instead of sleeping and resting, I am walking, thinking, experiencing troubles, answering phones. What is this?
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