THIS MANGA IS SOOOOOOOOOOO AWESOME!
It's about family, feeling inferior, feeling not needed, dark past, etc. It even made me cry!
Most probably bc I myself had this stage in my life, when I was in elementary school. I'm the first child and only daughter in my house. My first brother and I are 2 years apart, so are he and my second/last brother. So the last brother and I have a agr different of four.
Both of them were always seen as twins and small kids, while I was told since a young age that I was the older sister/ a girl and that had to act appropriate and mature. Of course thinking back, it wasn't something big, but at that time I felt inferior, not loved and simply cut off from my brothers. Just because I was a girl and the eldest to boost, there was a high, insuperable wall between my brothers and me, even though we had the same age gap. I even thought about being adopted to be a maid, because I just focused on this seperation. My parents didn't mean it the wrong way (like a lot of parents I guess), but sometimes I just felt separated from my siblings and it made me question why.
But luckily after I passed an exam and got to "top" middle school (here we have 4 middle school ranks, only for the top ranked you have pass an exam), my parents got less strict and started to loosen up. So that gave me the chance to have friends to hang out with and not just school friends. These friends and the atmosphere in middle school made me the person I am today, a rationel, not too serious, idiotic person who isn't bothered too much of how the others see me and value me and who knows that I'm just as precious to my parents as my brothers 😊
(sorry, if I made too many English errors 😅)
🔵Manga: Hanaya no Nikai de [Ch 7]
Mangaka: Sugano Akira & Ninomiya Etsumi
Genre: Shounen Ai / Phsychological /Drama / Life Lesson
Status: Completed [Ch 10]
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