Yesterday I found myself dialling the person I've always gone to when I feel overly stressed😥
I barely talk openly about anything and for the past 5 years this one person has been my safe haven, my go to. As I stared at my phone about to push the call button I thought to myself "WTF are you doing?!" 😕 we no longer have that relationship - that friendship - that closeness.
That lonely feeling creeping back up on me.🖕 It didnt last long though for me to realise - my best friend is literally a phone call away, literally all I need to do is turn up on her door. I live with people who care for me more than I probably care for myself!
Im pretty emotional and once im in a negative space it can take some time to come back. But recognising this and taking the time to focus on things to be grateful for. A year long but worthy lesson.
Yesterday our house got broken into..again 👎
Today I celebrate friends, birthdays, laughter and memories🎊🍾 #corny #dontcare #theyearofrealisingstuff 😂