Some people will never understand how much I love music. Such a simple thing helped me through almost 8 years of hell. And nobody will ever know my darkness because music helps me get through it without needing to talk to anyone. I could be having the worst day of my life, but if I just sit back and listen to music and I instantly feel better. Idk if I'm lucky, or my inner demons are building up until they burst out of me and I get depressed. I have every reason to be depressed but I'm not. Idk if I should be worried or thankful but for now I'm gonna be thankful until life catches up with me.