For those asking about last night, this is what happened
So I decided to put one of the not so great diapers on. I went out to the living room (home alone) in a diaper and tank top and paci 🙈 and sat down to watch tv. I sat for like a minute before jumping off the couch and squatting down. I had a giant messing accident it exploded and then I peed (it didn't leak so I'm changing my mind) I fell onto my butt because of shock and started crying. I crawled to the bathroom and had to take a shower.