it’s been around a month since I really posted in detail about things, since my parents found out. I started therapy at my college and the lady is really sweet and nice. I like her a lot. Throughout the month, I’ve just been dealing with getting help, sorting through some issues with my boyfriend and talking things over with each other, homework, finals. Nothing too exciting. I wish I could remember every detail of every day though. I know there’s things here and there but what matters is that I remember them, and I hope to always. Some things are better to be written down. and that’s okay. I’ve been exhausted a lot, maybe more so than usual. and I’ve been getting very light headed when I get up. but I go to the doctors on Thursday. I’m just not sure a lot of the times? I don’t know. It’s hard to say with everything going on, so I guess things have been a lot lately. a lot of stuff in a short amount of time. im not sure how to feel, but the thought of this moment in a year from now will creep into the back of my mind and I’ll wish I was here all over again. I want to savor every moment I have. I want to remember everything, and it makes me happy and sad all at once.