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Issa oldie but goodie!
Its okay to not be okay at times. Even the most positive vibed, peaceful, running through the lillies ass people have bad days. And thats OKAY! Hug yourself or hug someone. Cry if you need to, but deny or suffocate your feelings for the sake of saving face. Feel it all so you can let it go! So you can continue to breathe easy. Learning lessons... #drpoetry #poetry #writing #book #poet #thoughts #blackgirlmagic #poetry #blavity #21ninety #soulpick #wordstoliveby #poetrygram #bookstagram #poetsofig #bruja #melanin #lightworker #hechicera #creator #dreamer #wordsmith #deliciarashad
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"Need you for the old me
Need you for my sanity
Need you to remind me where I come from
Can you remind me of my gravity?
Ground me when I'm tumblin', spiralin', plummetin' down to Earth
You keep me down to Earth
Call me on my bullshit
Lie to me and say my booty gettin' bigger even if it ain't
Love me even if it rain
Love me even if it pain you
I know I be difficult
You know I be difficult
You know it get difficult..." ¤

I am not always my best and when I (finally) admit it, it makes me feel pretty shitty and guilty for even showing this side of myself to people I care for and love. Like I always say, I keep growing and going through and learning and accepting all sides of myself but this isnt my best. I'm working through some shit to be a better version of myself until I am my best version- whoever that may be (I have an idea) and hoping that those who choose to stick around through the ride have the patience and understanding, to not only ride it out, but still love me unconditionally. Oldie but goodie taking on a whole new meaning right now in my life as I grow through what I go through. Promises to you but more importantly, this is a commitment to me.
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"It’s okay to mourn your old self
The self you thought was truly you but didn’t make the cut
The self that spent countless nights wondering her worth
Now recognizes her soul shaped of gold
The self that believed she wasn’t pretty enough
Knows now, that her beauty goes further than just skin deep
The self that vied for a lover’s love and attention
Has grown to be and embody love, so much so, love from others comes in unwavering floods
Overwhelming
The self that wanted to belong to one
Knows that she cannot be owned by anyone and has no desire to be
As I bury the old self
I make room for the planting of the new
The seeds of abundance, prosperity, and joy all about me
The soil is rich with all that will nourish this new self, allowing me to grow upward and onward
Until it comes to bury this self too, as the seasons pass
But until then, I will patiently watch this new self bud and blossom
Bloom and flourish its beauty for the world, so much so, I’ll forget all about my mourning
And be content, at peace, amongst the ebony soil of life." RIP | @deliciarashad 📷: @refined_imagephoto

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"I want him to never be famished because there is always more to give
I don't plan to hold back
Once its hot and ready
I hope his tongue burns from his eager tastes
Of what love could be..." - @deliciarashad

#drpoetry #poetry #writing #book #poet #thoughts #blackgirlmagic #poetry #blavity #21ninety #soulpick #wordstoliveby #poetrygram #bookstagram #poetsofig #bruja #melanin #lightworker #hechicera #creator #dreamer #wordsmith #deliciarashad

"It’s okay to mourn your old self
The self you thought was truly you but didn’t make the cut
The self that spent countless nights wondering her worth
Now recognizes her soul shaped of gold
The self that believed she wasn’t pretty enough
Knows now, that her beauty goes further than just skin deep
The self that vied for a lover’s love and attention
Has grown to be and embody love, so much so, love from others comes in unwavering floods
Overwhelming
The self that wanted to belong to one
Knows that she cannot be owned by anyone and has no desire to be
As I bury the old self
I make room for the planting of the new
The seeds of abundance, prosperity, and joy all about me
The soil is rich with all that will nourish this new self, allowing me to grow upward and onward
Until it comes to bury this self too, as the seasons pass
But until then, I will patiently watch this new self bud and blossom
Bloom and flourish its beauty for the world, so much so, I’ll forget all about my mourning
And be content, at peace, amongst the ebony soil of life." RIP | @deliciarashad 📷: @refined_imagephoto

#drpoetry #poetry #writing #book #poet #thoughts #blackgirlmagic #poetry #blavity #21ninety #soulpick #wordstoliveby #poetrygram #bookstagram #poetsofig #bruja #melanin #lightworker #hechicera #creator #dreamer #wordsmith #deliciarashad #april3030 #day30

"I have not always been my best, and I promise I’ll be better. I understand now that you are healing and this will take time. For you, I will be patient. I understand now that your solitude is an escape- that from life and trauma, you have been attempting to hide. But it’s time to be free. It doesn’t mean that the angst will go away, because I how those memories still haunt you. But in allowing yourself to go through, you will get through. Giving yourself permission to feel all that you do instead of suppressing pain and it developing into rage once trigger. Even the gentlest tongue can feel like a jabbing knife due to heightened sensitivities and distrust. I know and I’m here to tell you, it’s time to let go. It’s time to let yourself grow through." Budding | @deliciarashad 📷: @refined_imagephoto

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"Because there is a strength in unraveling your weaknesses. When you lay those insecurities to bed with the one you love, a freedom manifests within you and you're able to love openly and honestly. This year has taught me that being uncertain and vulnerable and honest about it all is the most freeing thing ever. I see my life so much clearer. I see others as if they were transparent and I read them better. And it's something about sharing your weaknesses with those you love most and trust fiercely. Not to complain but to simply be honest. I don't front like I have all the answers or have it altogether. I don't give a false illusion of my life. And when I am able to love again, I hope he will be able to share that honesty and vulnerability with me. That we are able to love wholely and bare all things with one another to cultivate a love built on open communication, honesty, and giving one another strength where the other is weakened." - @deliciarashad

Old caption. Still soul-seeking. Re-learning to trust my vulnerability. Relearning to trust my heart. Just the reminder that I needed- that i can and should let my truth lead me and ultimately, free me.
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