i want to fall in love with my body, with my round curves, my pale skin, my softness. i want to accept my scars, my marks, my spots, and fall in love with them too. i want to demand more from myself, change parts i wish to, but love them still in the moment that they are. i want to feel the confidence inside myself that i show off to people. i want to have more than just a facade of sunshine barely kissing the surface of my skin, i want deep, ever lasting radiance that comes from my soul, shining through my pores, and reflects light back to me. i want more.