can you fall for someone you've never met? discuss in the comments 💌 @infrequentlyok // 1. You’ll stay in bed all day and all night for the first two weeks, because going outside seems so pointless now since the only light you needed was the one he brought into your life, and now it’s just dark. 2. You’ll try to refrain from texting him, but you are so eager to know if he has forgotten about you yet, so you do, and you ask him how he is doing and he’ll ask you how you’re doing and you’ll say you’re doing great, but when he asks if you mean it you won’t be able to stop yourself from spilling out the truth about how much you want him to hold you again. 3. You’ll flirt with other boys and have meaningless kisses in hopes that they’ll help you forget how much you long for his lips to connect with yours in perfect sync. 4. You’ll see him on the streets talking to another girl, and you’ll throw up because you cannot stand the fact that it’s over and he has moved on and you haven’t. 5. You run home, and desperately try to find the polaroids your friend had taken of the two of you when he still felt the same way, and you’ll rip them apart, you’ll burn them and then let the ashes be carried away by the wind. 6. You’ll rush into the nearest liquor store and buy the cheapest bottle of vodka, and you’ll swallow it so rapidly that you won’t even feel it burning your throat anymore, you just feel so numb, you wish you could feel that at least. 7. You’ll delete phone conversations. You’ll throw away the calendar because it reminds you of the days you’ve spent without him. You’ll change your sheets because they still smell like the time he slept on them. You’ll take the dog for a walk. You’ll take the garbage out. You’ll do your homework. You’ll have ten hours of sleep. You’ll stand up. You’ll walk with your head up high. You’ll see him. And you won’t feel anything anymore.” 8. You’ll heal.