Cas and I had a romantic dinner and it was amazing because we haven’t had that in awhile. Then the conversation shifted to a war in heaven and how he might be dragged into it. And I felt my world crumble around me, and memories of when I lost him the first time came back. The pain I felt. I don’t wanna lose him again. Then again after what death said, it might be the other way around. I’m scared for the next couple weeks. I feel like I’m walking on egg shells. I just want to live a normal life.