I am not sorry for not being a little more like your ex girlfriend. I have my own flaws which give me my identity, I don’t have to learn to be like her.
I know she has the picture perfect model figure which you cannot take your mind off, and I have fat in all the wrong places, but doesn’t all these different curves make a woman of her own kind?
I am not sorry if I don’t understand your mood swings like she did, because you never told me your story. I was always the one over the fence and never in the field. I have tried to get to know you more but you always pushed me away. You have a concrete wall around your heart with her in it that I can’t seem to break.
I am not sorry for not being stable enough in my life like she is. I am still in the retail store trying to pay my rent and tuition. I still have time to get a nine to five job with health benefits and a steady pay.
I am not sorry if I am not as mature as she is. I still make poor decisions by jumping into a situation head over heels without having any second thought. I am spontaneous, and I rarely ever regret the decisions I make even though they are not the best ones.
I am not sorry for not being as perfect as she was, as understanding as she was, because I still cannot understand when you say you still love her, but you like me a lot too.
- Anoli Shah || I am not her.
I tried drawing.