I have been literally and casually killing myself with food. I did not give a shit. Now that I am eating right all my fat cells are habitually apoptosis-ing ( yes it is my word..... I made it up😬）left and right I just dropped a lot of weight and I am not even working out like I was a few moths ago. 😫literally killing myself with all the workouts I did. Now in months time I have lost more weight just by being a vegetarian/ vegan . My skin looks better.... my teeth are white as hell..... I have to buy pants/jeans Thank God it is Fall and I have a shit load of dresses to rock. All I had to do was change my diet 😩😩😩😩. I went pretty much every day to the gym and would hear from a coach "You just worked out...don't go to Mc Donald's."
Internal monologue "Awwww that is nice and cute and all, but....... fuck what you are saying...... I am gonna get this fast food right now, because I am hungry AF." I would go and eat whatever I could get my hands on, and then feel bad about it when I was done😂😂😂😂😂😂😂. Stupid Crazy!!!!
People have bad relationships with food cause of the extra addictive crap that is put in it. How you were raised has a lot to do with how one views food at least for me the latter is true. I grew up on Mc Donald's 🙁. When I would have a bad day I would literally think to myself "Yea I wanna get fat right now" and eat a bag of bit size snickers.... that is a hot ass mess😐
I keep referring back to the Genetics class I took in college. I had a "Oh FUCKING SHIT" moment last Friday night reflecting on everything.... and I had a memory flash about the class and the topic we spent weeks on was on seeds and GMO's. I had to take that class, with that teacher, at that time to piece together the real truth about pretty much everything! I get it now......I get why the system is the way it is......I get it.... and it fucking sucks I realize what the fuck is going on.....it sucks 😞....big balls!
David Dees is the shit❤️...fucking goat 🐐! Look him up, take in the fantastic art he has put out there into the universe!!