Soo I was reading my book and it said clean out your thought closet, OWN all the things that hold you back or have held you back. I was going to write it in my personal super secret diary journal😉😉 but decided to share soooo holy crap here we go!
I think to much with my feelings, I’m awkward and clumsy, I gained 25 pounds-lost it-gained it back again, I laugh entirely TO HARD at my own jokes, I use weird voices when I speak, I overthink and over analyze every conversation I EVER have, then 4 hours later I think of 10 things I should of said in that conversation🤦♀️, i speak more in my head than I do outloud, I have highs and I have lows (sometimes mins apart), i stalked down my real father (whom i’D never met) when I was 18, never seen him again since, I nitpick my flaws, I HATE my nose, I have always wished for a body w/o hipdips, I was picked on in school because of my birth defect (it’s a HUGE insecurity), I binge eat, i HATE my thick frizzy/curly hair, I’m married to a man that’s older than me (and he treats me like a QUEEN #loveislove) Ive lost friends over his and my relationship, i stress eat, I’m insanely jealous, my family is jacked TFU, and I rarely believe anyone who says something nice to me. Gahhhh is that too real and raw?!?!? 😏😏
IM OWNING MY MESS. I wouldn’t be who or where I am today without it all! Your mess is always an opportunity to be a message to someone else! OWN IT. EVERY DARK CREVICE!!! #ownthatshit