How deep into your mind do you take me, how far do we go as you drift into sleep? These delicate threads of life long emptiness Alone i am and alone is my shadow i lost my beloved now each step i take is so very fragile but interwoven, sometime my steps make me infinitely strong but these intricate bones that cannot be broken by words nor torn by malicious hands.A divine design that i have been wearing all along in the joruney of life.
Sometime i sit under the stars of night darkness with my half breaths cracks in my bones ached to much.I dont know were and when this happen as life seems far far away from me.
I kissed you for the first time and something within me hummed with recognition as if in some other lifetime we exchanged hearts. And this vessel pounding in my chest has always been you and to touch what glowed between your ribs was to know myself. #Jana you take so much from me could you return back the love which once you claimed that its all yours? Could you return back my life which long ago faded away? Now i am empty bones desire nothingness and the only desire left with each passing moment to keep digging my grave with grace.
Could you come to my grave and plant #daffodils as once you told me that i love you like #daffodils.
I know this world of dirt, that not everyone is going to understand the poetry of my heart, only people read between imaginary lines and see what they want to see and thats ok because somewhere out there your listening and reading me my every damn beat and thats enough for me to spent my life on that firm belief that you only love me in this mortal life you only worship my love.#Jana you set my soul ablaze and left my heart in ashes, among the intricate bones of a life crumbled into ruin. I am not a revenant, i rise under a new moon, my scattered shadows pieces of sky that cannot lie to me.See #Jana my ashes smell of your scent i am broken by this love and feeling too much all the time.Tears fall and purge rivulets of self inflicted pain..But there is strength beyond strength when your soul mildly say i am around you..
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