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I know it's ugly turning on the news
There's people fighting over point of view
Sometimes it's like there's nothing left to lose
And I don't know what to do
But I know it's better with you
I was a wreck when you came along
When there was nothing left
You showed me the best
I'm still a mess but you hold on
Don't know just why you do
But I know I'm better with you
But I know I'm better with you
But I know I'm better with you
But I know I'm better with you
For every laugh there is a silent cry
For every day there is a darker night
Sometimes this life doesn't treat us right
And I don't know what to do
But I know it's better with you
I was a wreck when you came along
When there was nothing left
You showed me the best
I'm still a mess but you hold on
Don't know just why you do
But I know I'm better with you
But I know I'm better with you
But I know I'm better with you
Wherever you are it's never as dark
Whenever I start slipping you make all the difference
Been there from the start no matter how hard
Whatever piece is missing you know how to fix it
I was a wreck when you came along
When there was nothing left
You showed me the best
I'm still a mess but you hold on
Don't know just why you do
But I know I'm better with you
But I know I'm better with you
But I know I'm better with you #stillcuteaf #muainthemaking #aspiringmua #mannymuapalette #jeffreestarcosmetics #anastasiabeverlyhills #elfcosmetics #jaclynhillpalette #thathighlighttho #piercings #cutealternativegirl #cuteemogirl #cutescenegirl #cutepunkgirl #cootaf #kawaiiaf #spnfamily #iambeautiful #waywardgirl #positivevibes #confidentlilshit #emotrash #hashtagtrash #princessaf #cantbringmedown #crowleysprincess #heyhihello #cutiepie

I've been super sick lately guys, sorry for the lack of content. I'm hoping I'll be better within a few days. How have you guys been? Tell me about something good that's happened to you recently. Can be literally anything. 💕 #stillcuteaf #muainthemaking #aspiringmua #mannymuapalette #jeffreestarcosmetics #anastasiabeverlyhills #elfcosmetics #jaclynhillpalette #thathighlighttho #piercings #cutealternativegirl #cuteemogirl #cutescenegirl #cutepunkgirl #cootaf #kawaiiaf #spnfamily #iambeautiful #waywardgirl #positivevibes #confidentlilshit #emotrash #hashtagtrash #princessaf #cantbringmedown #crowleysprincess #heyhihello #cutiepie

Remember me
She whispered heaven's so far out of reach
And keep me close
Like a moment you're afraid to leave
So now this is how it feels when you're all alone
This is how it feels when your heart starts racing
You can ask but you'll never know
The way it feels, the way it feels
Lost and terrible
Hollow in ways you'll never know
If it's all in my head, all in my head
It's heavier now than it's ever been
So fake a memory
Keeping me quiet underneath
And if this is the end, if this is the end
Destroy everything and make it new again
You're letting your fears stand in your way
The hardest of demons that you'll ever face
How does it feel when you're all alone?
How does it feel when your heart starts racing?
You're out of time, you're out of faith
The hardest of demons that you'll ever face
Lost and terrible
Hollow in ways you'll never know
If it's all in my head, all in my head
It's heavier now than it's ever been
So fake a memory
Keeping me quiet underneath
And if this is the end, if this is the end
Destroy everything and make it new again
Pull out my eyes, show me my flaws
So I can see what I've become
Can we pretend I'm in a dream?
Can't take apart what's incomplete
So pull out my eyes, show me my flaws
So I can see what I've become
Can we pretend I'm in a dream?
Can't take apart what's incomplete
I'm underneath
I'm underneath
So remember me
Heaven's so far out of reach
And keep me close
Like a moment you're afraid to leave #stillcuteaf #muainthemaking #aspiringmua #mannymuapalette #jeffreestarcosmetics #anastasiabeverlyhills #elfcosmetics #jaclynhillpalette #thathighlighttho #piercings #cutealternativegirl #cuteemogirl #cutescenegirl #cutepunkgirl #cootaf #kawaiiaf #spnfamily #iambeautiful #waywardgirl #positivevibes #confidentlilshit #emotrash #hashtagtrash #princessaf #cantbringmedown #crowleysprincess #heyhihello #cutiepie

Nowhere near where I want to be, but just within the week of me moving my body has changed a lot. I'm happy with it some days. I know it'll get better in time💕 (~P.S. I love this bra~) #selflove #loveyourself #loveyourbody #bra #sportsbra #pajamas #cute #cutealternativegirl #tattoos #spnfamily #antipossessiontattoo #bodypositivity #bodypositive #palegirl #heyhihello #imcute #queenofhell #progress #jackskellington #nightmarebeforechristmas

In the car I just can't wait,
to pick you up on our very first date
Is it cool if I hold your hand?
Is it wrong if I think it's lame to dance?
Do you like my stupid hair?
Would you guess that I didn't know what to wear?
I'm too scared of what you think
You make me nervous so I really can't eat
Let's go, don't wait, this night's almost over
Honest, let's make this night last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever
When you smile, I melt inside
I'm not worthy for a minute of your time
I really wish it was only me and you
I'm jealous of everybody in the room
Please don't look at me with those eyes
Please don't hint that you're capable of lies
I dread the thought of our very first kiss
A target that i'm probably gonna miss
Let's go, don't wait, this night's almost over
Honest, let's make this night last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever
Let's go, don't wait, this night's almost over
Honest, let's make, this night last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever 💜❤ #stillcuteaf #muainthemaking #aspiringmua #mannymuapalette #jeffreestarcosmetics #anastasiabeverlyhills #elfcosmetics #jaclynhillpalette #thathighlighttho #piercings #cutealternativegirl #cuteemogirl #cutescenegirl #cutepunkgirl #cootaf #kawaiiaf #spnfamily #iambeautiful #waywardgirl #positivevibes #confidentlilshit #emotrash #hashtagtrash #princessaf #cantbringmedown #crowleysprincess #heyhihello #cutiepie

Nighttime sharpens, heightens each sensation.
Darkness stirs and wakes imagination.
Silently the senses abandon their defences...
Slowly, gently, night unfurls its splendour.
Grasp it, sense it tremulous and tender.
Turn your face away from the garish light of day,
Turn your face away from cold, unfeeling light -
and listen to the music of the night...
Close your eyes and surrender to your darkest dreams!
Leave all thoughts of the world you knew before!
Close your eyes, let your spirit start to soar!
And you'll live as you've never lived before.
Softly, deftly, music shall caress you.
Hear it, feel it, secretly possess you.
Open up your mind, let your fantasies unwind,
in this darkness which you know you cannot fight
the darkness of the music of the night.
Let your mind start a journey through a strange, new world!
Leave all thoughts of the world you knew before!
Let your soul take you where you long to be!
Only then can you belong to me.
Floating, falling, sweet intoxication!
Touch me, trust me, savour each sensation!
Let the dream begin, let your darker side give in,
To the harmony which dreams alone can write,
The power of the music of the night!
You alone can make my song take flight,
Help me make the music of the night. #stillcuteaf #muainthemaking #aspiringmua #mannymuapalette #jeffreestarcosmetics #anastasiabeverlyhills #elfcosmetics #jaclynhillpalette #thathighlighttho #piercings #cutealternativegirl #cuteemogirl #cutescenegirl #cutepunkgirl #cootaf #kawaiiaf #spnfamily #iambeautiful #waywardgirl #positivevibes #confidentlilshit #emotrash #hashtagtrash #princessaf #cantbringmedown #crowleysprincess #heyhihello #cutiepie

It's been a while since I've posted a decent picture. But I've got some big news... I'm moving in 4 days. I'm leaving New Mexico and going to Colorado, finally. For the last two weeks, I've been so ready. But now that it's basically here, I'm kind of dreading it. Not because I don't want to move or anything like that, I do. I really, really do. But because I've never been away from home longer than 2 months. But even then, I knew I would come right back here. This time, that's not the case. When I walk out that door, when I get into that car, I'm not coming back for God knows how long. I'm leaving behind all of my friends and my family. I'm not gonna know what to do without my mom. This weekend is going to be so great but so fucking sad. My mom gets to meet my friends and my boyfriend. My friends get to meet them too. Saturday, we have this amazing day planned out and I can't wait. But I don't know if I'm actually ready for this. Or if I ever will be ready. I mean, I complain about this town day in and day out. But this is my home. I've been here for 21 years. But there are so many good memories ahead in CO. So many people who love me and will make sure everything goes okay. I have a family up there now as well. I just wish I could pack up the family I have here. My mom and like 4 of my friends. I'm gonna miss them so much. #stillcuteaf #muainthemaking #aspiringmua #mannymuapalette #jeffreestarcosmetics #anastasiabeverlyhills #elfcosmetics #jaclynhillpalette #thathighlighttho #piercings #cutealternativegirl #cuteemogirl #cutescenegirl #cutepunkgirl #cootaf #kawaiiaf #spnfamily #iambeautiful #waywardgirl #positivevibes #confidentlilshit #emotrash #hashtagtrash #princessaf #cantbringmedown #crowleysprincess #heyhihello #cutiepie

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