Wow. I just realized that even though approximately one week ago from today my bf shut me down after I basically spilled my feelings of sadness and depression out to him (which hurt so bad), I am a forgiving person who is sensitive enough to understand a persons flaws and forgive them. Who am I to judge him for not understanding me that day? I appreciate the fact that he apologized, but I feel like I ended up beating myself up about the whole situation after the fact . Mistakes like this can't become a habit... It messes with my mental state & that's not fine by me.