166lbs on the left. Size 32 shorts, medium shirts. No strength. No happiness. All I wondered is why. Why am I like this, why do I feel like I'm the punchline of everyone's joke, why am I the joke??? I searched and searched for the answers in parties, the wrong crowd, everything that just made my mentality worse. Who would want to associate with someone like me? Who would want to be around someone with this mindset?
I could've given in and said this how I'm supposed to be, this is me. I'm weak, I'm a joke. But instead, I said screw it.
Tears, anger, trials and tribulations, all of that leading to the development of a primal mindset of "if you want to laugh, I promise I'll be the last one laughing, I'll be the one standing tall saying, 'Your turn....'. I told myself I HAD HAD ENOUGH OF BEING THE PREY, IT'S TIME TO BE THE PREDATOR!! Now, on the right, I'm at 267 lbs. Stronger, more humble, hungry for success, hungry to grow as a man mentally, physically, and spiritually, to be tbe man to look at the woman of his dreams and say, "I'm here to protect you, to be your rock and support." To look at my parents and family saying, "I did it!! I made it!!" Never give up, never lose hope, always keep fighting!!! #liftbearded #cubepredator #dougyoungmethod