There is nothing that I want more than Jesus. Yet, I still have to preach that truth to my heart. I have to remind myself that I would rather face sorrow with Him, than an easy life without Him. I want Him more than success, more than relationships, more than a perfectly decorated house, more than money, more than popularity, more than acceptance. I want Jesus. I want Him, because I have faced the darkest nights with Him and He has been faithful. I seek Him, because He has sought me first. .
So I am choosing to s u r r e n d e r.
I am choosing to surrender and placing my shaky, inconsistent, little bit of faith in a Never Changing, Always the Same, Big and Almighty God.