Getting over a cold, and embracing this Canadian winter 🙈 Starting to feel anxious about the Christmas events ahead; travelling, eating, seeing family & friends. Trying not to put on a fake smile like I know everything is okay. Trying to pretend that confidence exits. Trying to acknowledge I am going to be okay. Doing everything I can to make it sound like I’ve got my shit together. Do you ever have so many hopes and dreams that are just one panic attack away?