Some say let me see God and then I'll believe. But believe first and then you will see. Many people grow up "believing" but they don't really believe strongly or live like they believe. Or, they follow God their 'own' way. When we follow God with all our hearts Hos way, and when we want God more than life itself, then we will see. That is absolute. If you want that kind of faith, pray for ot every day until you receive it. Faith is a gift!