💖 Letters to Evi:
I am a puddle of emotions today. Tomorrow I am having a mastectomy. I didn't tell you I was sick again before you left because I didn't want you to worry or feel like you had to hang on for me. I wanted you to go in peace. Please don't be mad at me.
I worry about Poppy whilst I am in the hospital. Is there any chance you can visit whilst I am gone? He really needs some restful sleep.
Pet Angels are bringing your ashes to us on Saturday. I am hoping to be out of the hospital by then so I can be here when you arrive. We have a few ideas of places we want to scatter you but don't think we will do anything until Spring arrives. We know you disliked Winter immensely and Spring was your favourite time of year. The perfect temperature for old lady paddles in the brook, sun baking in the garden and being able to go for walks and cafe visits any time of the day.
Despite the dark cloud of grief, much gratitude and pride fills our hearts when we think of you. The love and tenderness you gave to my patients, I will never ever forget.
To know some people walk this earth and will never ever experience the depth of love we received and feel for you kills me inside. No wonder there are so many people in the world fighting each other.
I will think of you tomorrow as I close my eyes and may your gentle soul guide my surgeon's hands.
P.S. I love this photo even though you hated me being in your bed 😂
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