It’s been 4 weeks today since I had my moment of realisation, where I connected to my higher self.
The clarity I received was something special, I knew at that point I would never lose that connection again.
I made a decision then and there to make major changes in my life to ensure the connection stayed. Changes I knew with absolute certainty I would not stray from, that I would stay connected as long as I keep my mind, body and spirit in alignment.
Now everything I do, think, every action I take, I try to question my intent and also whether it’s coming from a positive or negative place.
I have made leaps and bounds in these four short weeks! Even getting a perfect bill of health from Dr.
I am mentally strong, emotionally sound and physically healthy.
I have become so aware of my energy and love that it’s mostly positive but I do find it is still quite intense, strong and hard.
I am looking for ways to cultivate my energy and share it but also with softness. #soft&strong like #water 💦.
I’ve had QiGong brought to my attention quite a few times of late, also Tai Chi - which admittedly I had tried twice prior to today. Once on junk boat on Halong Bag in Vietnam 6 years ago, the other last year during a silent meditation retreat in a Buddhist Monastery south of Sydney. Both times I didn’t get it. I flat out thought it was too slow and found it frustrating.
But I knew now I would get it, I had been keen to find some where local to test the theory of mine and be able to cultivate my energy.
I found a place in Sydney where I could attend a drop in style class ie no scheduled term.
I enrolled in three back to back classes of Qi Gong, Animal Yoga and Tai Chi which I went to tonight. And I can confirm the penny has indeed dropped! I get it. And I absolutely loved it. I felt the energy. It was beautiful in its softness and strength. It was a beautiful space to share with others.
Our teacher guiding us even said I had a natural talent for it. Which was so lovely to hear. Mind you if he had seen me six years ago, or last year or even if I had attended a class prior to the last 4 weeks I think he’d be singing a different tune haha
Look forward to returning next week! 🙏