I’ve cried so much in the last 24 hours, damn these pregnancy hormones. Please tell me i am not the only one?
I’ve wondered about whether or not I will have quality time with my eldest when baby comes along, I’ve thought about vale not being the baby of the family anymore and how their childhood just goes by so quickly, and I’ve thought about not being able to do it all and mother three little humans and tend to all their emotional needs the way they need, the way I want to; and it just makes me ugly cry.
I just want to be the best for them, i want to do my best for them, because I love them with all that I am.
You should have seen me hugging Selina last night weeping like their was something seriously wrong lol 🙈
After my episode my husband greeted me in the hall way as I was walking towards our room all puffy eyed. He holds me in the quiet, reminding me of my greatness and worth, and how much of a good mother and wife I am, how much my presence is needed in this house and how important I am to all of them.
As mothers we put everyone around us first, and never feel like we are doing enough. We over think things and tire ourselves out. We should never feel like it’s not enough, trust me, it’s enough, and if you don’t have someone telling you and reminding you of how strong you are, I’m here to tell you that you are enough, you are more than enough 🖤🖤