As I sit here waiting for Joel to pick me up, I am battling with thoughts of failure, defeat, and everything in between. I started out my training ride today feeling great and o was armed with water,carbs, electrolytes and caffeine. I was ready. Did the first 45km in 1:45 which is bang on where I want to be felt amazing!! And turned around to nothing but an awful head wind. Pushed and Pulled and almost fainted got really dizzy. Cried, screamed, swore. and now I sit in the dirt.
But I did it. I did my 3.5 hrs of bikeing I learned so much. And that's what training is about. This process has been such a roller coaster. Almost there. Goin to take this as a learning experience and focus on what went right and try to fix what went wrong (can you change the wind ;) ) and it's ok to ask for help.
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