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Getting lost in thoughts and images; my mind always seems to be running a marathon, never interested in stopping or slowing down. .
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Sunshine and rainbows weren't what we had,
We had more of thorns that soft petals :
I used to think it wasn't at all that bad ,
I used to think our memories were precious metals.

Remember when the days were better?
Yeah much of it doesn't come to my mind too;
All our love and all the rage ended up in the same clutter,
Bringing so much pain and agony into our barely saving us two. - @chaos.minds
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I have a confession to make,
I take things to heart and take a long time to get over them.
I expect people I love to know what to do, but I also don't tell them what is it I want.
I give more than I receive, and I don't know where to draw the line before it's too late.
For someone my age in this era,
I think I'm wise yet I have much more to learn.
I think that I know what makes me a good human being but I choose to see the worst.
I think I don't need to fit in within the society's framework of the perfect person but instead I try.
I think that I contradict my believes yet I keep on evolving as I go through so much more in my early life.

I have a confession to make,
I get upset over the smallest things, and I get mad when people don't understand.
I get restless over unorganized spaces, but my mind is the most messy thing I own.
I have the tendency to be selfish, and I justify my actions with my past experiences.

So dear God : please hear my prayer,
As I soak myself in this warm bath with flowers of peace,
Let not only the water of love and understanding seep into my skin.
Let it intoxicate my blood and bring me peace and blessings.
For I am a flawed human being, may this warm bath be my remedy. - @chaos.minds
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With this pain inside of me I will show presistance,I will make through this heartbreak and grow stronger.With this rage inside of me I will show grace.I will touch people's lives in a way so they don't feel misunderstood ever.

How do you expect me to believe that what you claim to feel for me is true? When you can look into my glistening eyes and play the victim card. How can you expect me to understand what is it you stand for?When you can blame me for wanting your love and presence in my heart.

All I wanted is true love and you were my hero,
But as time passed by we faded in the crowd of conflict.It was supposed to be you and me against the world, but you've just shown me that I can never truly find happiness in someone else no matter how much they promised me a "happily ever after". To my dear future lover, I am sorry for being hard to love. I am sorry for being difficult, for not being able to give you a stress-free relationship. I am sorry that your continued assurance isn't enough to calm my nerves. So bare with me love, because underneath all this hurt is someone who wants to love freely. - @chaos.minds
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My head is full of hopes and dreams lately. How quickly these moments come and go and I spiral back into a mind of chaos hahahah
Anyone else have periods of clarity and ideas and then bam the real world takes over and the chaos creeps back in?
#maybejustme #chaoticminds #illenjoythenow

Ideas flooding into my mind like...

We are taught that as victims we should be vulnerable. We are taught that as victims we shouldn't question the norms. We are belittled and called names because we voiced out our thoughts, but what they can never do is take away our determination and presistance. Their words are merely torns againts our skin and we heal fast, they hurt but they don't compare to our inner fire and our determination. Their anger and hate is just an act of motivation in disguise I would say, because as far as I can see , these things keep me going. They tell me I'm going in the right path, to a world where every facade will be stripped bare and every ill action will be punished. Every rapist, sexual predator and even people that have taken our silence for granted will stand before justice and will have to answer to their sins. There will be no more " she asked for it " and there will be respect, regardless of the type of person being the victim. For I trust in the truth and that the truth will always always prevail. Rape will no longer have a place in this world once we are done.
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Embrace the chaos, it’s another kind of order. ✖️➰▪️🖤 #moodhunt #rebelhearts #rideordie #chaoticminds #shadowself #wednesdaymood • Sonic Antidote of the Day: Chaos Cube. Link to playlist on profile, go check that baby out.

There is light brighter than you knew,
There is sorrow that's even more painful,
You are stronger than you think my love,
But yet you still only see your scars.

To yourself you should be true,
Even when the sky isn't blue,
You have the light within you my love,
You'll bring peace to your core and land among the stars. - @chaos.minds
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"I'm not looking to escape my darkness, I am learning to love myself there"... It's only taken me to hitting 30 that I've truly accepted who I am and actually I quite like that person. Sometimes I wonder where I would be in life now if I hadn't spent so many years of my twenties a prisoner within my own mind.
I feel like the last couple of years I've been making up for that lost time and I'm finally creating again and feeling alive. Being self employed is the best thing for me and it's taken quite some time accepting that I'm allowed to be happy doing what I love as a job and overcoming that self doubt.
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Coração ta como 🌪 #chaoticminds

Death is inevitable. It creeps up on you and leaves without a trace. Leaving a trail of loss and heartache, leaving your loved ones in pain and agony. I wish there were moments I can relive, maybe that's why I keep going back. because things were better back then. It was safe, it was a time where love didn't have to be paid through numbers or sex. It was a time where everyone just loved bcs they wanted to and everything was genuinely appreciated.
Love was just pure and simple. I didn't have to go finding for it or change myself. I didn't have to be defensive. I didn't have to be perfect. Why did I have to be so you may ask? The past few years have been hard on me, on the person that believed in fairytales. I believed that love always would be true. And everyone had some good in them. Nobody chose money over family at that time. And random strangers weren't the people I used to know. Who would have thought , that one day it will come to be the exact opposite.
But to be here today, still breathing even through the tough times and smiling as much as I can even and making people smile along the way.I thank myself for the presistance I've shown and for the love I've received. - C.M.
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I never felt love that made me whole,
I've felt the ones that made me try,
Even the ones that made me cry;
My heart yearns for love that is bold enough
To make my broken heart smile.

I wish to smile the brightest,
With the shine reaching my eyes,
Not just a show of teeth,
More of what's underneath.

Maybe it was naive of me?
To expect to find happiness within a person,
For he who does not heal himself
Shall be a captive of his sorrow which will only worsen.
So now I stand stripped bare and alone,
Step by step I learn the beat.
I may fall and slip from time to time;
But soon I'll be dancing carefree on my own feet. - C.M.
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She was a woman,
The type that posed grit and grace,
She was a woman,
The one that would leave a scare without a trace.
She was a warrior,
But she was soft to the touch,
She was a warrior,
For those who didn't speak much.

She was a savior,
Embedded within the heat of her wrath,
She was a savior
Because she guided us along our paths.

She will be missed ,
As time goes by and people move on ;
She will be missed ,
But never forgotten by the hearts she's won. - C.M.
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Dozed off crying last night ,
Thinking about all that's temporary ;
Sudden sadness squeezed my heart so tight,
Woke up feeling like I survived savagery.

I stripped myself bare ,
Jumped into the cold shower ,
Wash my thoughts off with soap ;
Sins flowing down the drain with the water.

I chose my favorite red shirt ,
To symbolize the many times I've presisted ;
Through my intensive thoughts
And the many times I've almost subvert myself.

I now I stand before the mirror ,
A totally different me I see ;
The one that pulls through the tides and storms ,
A better version of me. - C.M.
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