'Feeling guilty because you are terrified you're not enough for these two precious beings' #regram 📸 @peony.witch Postpartum. Single motherhood in this sacred time is alot to contend with. When everything hurts. When you wanna attachment parent both babies at once but it's near impossible to give in all the ways you wish you could. When your breasts are like rocks in your chest. Bleeding yoni, aching belly, cracked nipples, hair unbrushed. Smelling like hormonal sweat even though you already showered. Accidentally snapping at your toddler when all you want to do is hold her for hours and tell her you're sorry everything has changed. The mum guilt is never-ending. Feeling guilty while holding this perfect newborn when all you want is to cuddle your 2 year old and tell her how much you miss her. Feeling guilty because you are terrified you're not enough for these two precious beings and you already feel all used up. Feeling so in love with the creation of life but being absolutely rattled that its on your shoulders to keep these innocent souls alive, happy and thriving. Wondering if there will ever be a flow to all of this but knowing that it's only early days and it's okay that it's all a bit hard right now'
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