I have chosen death, long before I was fully aware of my choice, death was my choice. I chose to abandon my friends and one day my family. I had chosen to leave them for God. God however showed me the path to death doesn't have to be lonely, I still have chosen death. Every time I see a friend, I wonder if they know that one day I will be unable to see them again. The Christian path leads one to death, the love of Christ leads one to the heavens.