When my wife put this ring on me, it made me feel like the luckiest man in this world. I got the promise of forever, of someone who would stand by my side through all the bad and all the good, to celebrate the highs and push through the lows. Man, that was a great day. Now this ring doesn't have the same meanin, I never thought I would get married and gettin divorced in the same year. You plan for a future that you think is gonna happen and then all of the sudden that future ain't happenin anymore. You try to wrap your head around it, why did they leave, what did I do wrong, what could I have done more of to make her stay. I'm not a perfect man by any means, I've done shit that I'm not proud of and I can admit that. You think if you do everything right they'll stay and your marriage will be strong and last through anything, but sometimes it's not you at all it's the other person. I cried, yelled, begged, pleaded, but in the end it is her choice to leave not mine. I'm better now, I mourned for a marriage that didn't last and for a future that wasn't happenin. I'm movin on, I know what I want and what I need in a wife and partner to face this life with. I know she's out there and I'll find her and I'll have the home I've always wanted and I'll be a dad to amazing kids that God will bless us with. I just have to trust the process and his time. Yall have a good rest of your night and if you've got your husband, wife, boyfriend or girlfriend near you hold em and let em know that they matter to you. That you love em and are in love with em and that this world is a lil more enjoyable that they're here with you, let em know you appreciate them and show them that those words have actions with meanin behind em.
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