I'm sorry I'm not your average 21 year old who goes out & drinks
I'm sorry that I would rather be at home & in my room than with a bunch of people who I don't know or really care for
I'm sorry that I still obsess over bands and/or celebrities
I'm sorry that I'm not one to settle down & be committed to a guy who I barely even know or talk to
I'm sorry I'm not the type of girl who wants to be with a guy or as you guys call it "a man" when I'd rather be with myself
I'm sorry I like to talk about guys, but don't have any intentions on pursuing them or whatever
I'm sorry that my standards on what I would like in a guy doesn't approve for you
I'm sorry you want me to settle down & start popping out kids
I'm sorry I'm not your average 21 year old
But I'm not sorry for being me
I'm not sorry for getting excited over band members or celebrities
I'm not sorry that I would rather stay home or just be in the comforts of a few good friends than a bunch of fakes or with animals aka dogs
I'm not sorry for being who I am & true to myself
I'm not sorry for knowing what I want in & if I want a guy
Excuse me if I have some sort of standards when it comes to guys
I'm content with who I am, but it's people like you who make me feel like shit & make me question my self worth & if life or anything is even worth it
And please don't tell me you nag because "it's your job to do so"
Your job is to make me feel loved & not question myself & to be happy or proud of me when something exciting for me happens whether it's big or small...
And you & him wonder why I'd rather be on my phone than near you guys...
It's shit like this that makes me dislike you guys so much... ... ~Sylvie