I looked at her and words failed me. Unable to say a simple "hello", when in the past I shared my deepest secret with her. And getting back to my senses seemed a bit difficult while I tried to remember the reason for this.
We keep forgetting, don't we?In the tracks of time we keep on losing those bundle of sticks called 'Reason'. With an attempt to tie my bundle of sticks, I write this string of words. May you read it when you face this path again. When you face her again.
1. You love her and hence you will get jealous for her. When that happens pray for her happiness. You know what's important.
2. When you face her, words fail you, because you can't talk to her the way you used to before (freely). When that happens, just smile, even a fake one will do. You know even she can't see you sad.
3. When she treats you differently, you don't know how to react. Be kind to yourself, treat yourself something good, you have dealt with way worse than this. She is dealing with this and so are you.
4. When people know more about her life than you. Remember the reason you are keeping the distance. Remember her last mail when she wrote "You make me feel like a monster" . When her Happiness means so much to you, you can't become another reason for her sadness or for her to feel bad about herself.
5. You unfollow her on social media because you get affected by her sadness very badly. You know you don't feel the same for anyone else. If you can't bear it then don't feel guilty for unfollowing. Your care has hurt her more in past. Trust her to take care of herself. She is capable and definitely not alone.
6. Remember always! She will fall in love again. She will find a lost love or new. You have to wish for her happiness as you did before. Your one sided love is okay as long as she is happy. You will live your own life to the fullest. No compromise!
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