Qotd: zodiac sign? I'm leo♌️
“I thought I knew what it was like to be broken.
But it wasn’t until I was lying on the floor choking screams and tears into his sweatshirt that I really knew what it was like to be so deeply in love with someone and being forced to say goodbye.
It wasn’t until I was literally on my knees begging God to bring him back to me for almost an entire year.
I thought I had gotten my heart broken before him.
But God, was I wrong.
I’ve never felt worse pain than when I watched him move on without looking back, not even once.
He took the liveliness within my bones and the lights in my eyes with him when he left, and it hasn’t been back since.
My body is useless now. My arms only know how to hold him. My hands only know how to touch his body. My legs only know how to walk in the direction of his embrace. I have never taught them anything else.
I thought I’ve felt pain before, but nothing hurts like the way he left me. I didn’t realise how attached I was to him until he walked away from me.
I miss him. I don’t want to ache like this anymore.”
-3 AM, and my heart only knows how to love you