This picture is nothing spacial but i felt good on the inside and wanted to make a sappy post.
It doesn't matter what cards you were dealt in life. They may not be fair, they may not be kind, they may not make sense. I feel like the 'game of life' gets harder as you get older. The pills of truth you have to swallow get bigger. The nights get shorter, the days get longer and people turn into monsters, or they just turn away.
But you are not the cards you were dealt. You choose your actions.
The light in the dark is whatever you need it to be. For me is my family and my friends. It's learning about the world and about people. It's long horse rides with my dad and snuggling into my bed when it rains. It's mothering my little sister and teaching her things I wish I knew 'Then'. It's drawing, writing, petting animals, watching horror w my roommate, giving my friends endless support and love. It's learning to love me. All of me. To fill my own heart with love.
It's ok to be angry at your cards. It's ok to kick and scream and cry. And when your ready, you can put your cards down. Because life's not a game you need to play. It just is.