So the last few years have taught me a lot
I hurt a lot of people trying to vs myself to be what everyone wanted me to be , but i couldnt keep up a false interpretation of myself. And In some cases i wish i could take it back I put myself in a lot of stupid situations and did a lot of stupid things and sent my self further into my depression because i wasnt ready to talk. Because i was scared. For so many reasons
I d take one step forward and ten back but this year especially i made progress i started to face my demons rather than run. I lost a lot of people and learnt that folk no matter how close you once were , wont understand or be accepting when you change situations. i ve learnt who matters and some people i valued i realised that i wasnt of value to them. I learnt change/ losing folks sucks but to lose out on yourself would be worse. I will apoligize for any pain i caused but i wont apoligize for being distant , cautious scared , weird ,wired etc because i refuse to apoligize for being me thats a you problem.
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