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GODMORGON MINA HJÄRTAN 💓 Holy F✨CK vad ett par skosnören kan lyfta en hel outfit 🧀 @lushlaces @lushlaces @lushlaces @lushlaces 👟🎀 // denna vecka är det locohjärna deluxe för mig 😩 tankar spinner i 180 och jag har så mycket att göra innan söndag då vi FLYTTAR. Detta är en sådan jäkla dålig kombo för min potentiella mani-hjärnan 🥊 #bipolär #bipolar #borderline #gad #depression #ångest #paniksyndrom #pstd #psykiskohälsa #bodypositive #kroppspositivism #influencer #lushlace #tjockis #outfit #sizehero #feminism #tattooedgirls #sizelycklig #plussizemodel #plussize #curvygirl #curves #aldrigensam #krossakroppshatet #krossafördomar #samarbete

I have always struggled to find my place in this world. I got along with everybody and easily conversed with people from all walks of life. I was described as being relateable and adaptable. But I never felt like I fit in. I was never satisfied with just one crowd, my interests were so diverse and I had so many I got bored easily. When it ccame to picking a career there were so many recommendations. I could have done anything really and been good at it. But whatever I tried to do I felt torn. Nothing seemed to fit right. Nothing encompassed all o fme. Whatever I did I felt like I was sacrifincing a part of myself. Along the way I lost myself. My illness took away my functiuoning capacity and as finances depleteted and circumstances changed I found it increasingly difficult to do the things that made me feel like me. Things that we value and identify as who we are. Without them theres no hooe of finding enjoyment in life. I mourned there loss and tried to get them back but whatever I did, I couldnt seem to find a way to get them back into my life. People tell you to simply do something else. But you cant force yourself to enjoy things you dont like. Not everyones hobbies are available everywhere. My psychologist said to me she can understand how this world doesnt work for me. Our world is swuare or ro und and I am a star. I cant be categories\d in just one area. Apparently who I am is just too big for that. She says there just isnt a place in this world for me or atyleast one that would make me happy and give me what I need in life.. Society judges us on our ability to function within in the system and I never could fit in without sacrificing a part of myself. I said what am I supposed to do then? She said make a place in this world for you. People like you change the world. Your job is to show people why the system doesnt work. It might be criticised by many but every great person that ever lived was. I have been saying for years now when people ask me what I am going to be like I have to pick a type of person from a list. I say im going to be the most important thing a person can be and thats myself!

- DET KOSTAR INGENTING ATT VARA SNÄLL MOT ANDRA, ATT VARA SNÄLL MOT SIG SJÄLV 💙 #bodypositive

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Und so wie feiner Sand verläuft sich meine ganze Welt
Ich steh im Ring und kann nur warten bis das Handtuch fällt
Ich wär so gern ein Held, doch Taten prägen Menschen nicht
Es ist vergebens wenn ein Mensch in all der Masse spricht
Es klingt lächerlich zu suchen was man nie besaß, aber Menschen wollen es doch immer so wie es damals war
Und jetzt steh ich da, war viel zu feige dich zu lieben
Glück alleine hilft niemals raus, bei all den Kriegen
Und damit macht sich Depression zum Lebensstil, hab gesagt du bist mein Leben, bist mein Leben viel
Was für ein schönes Spiel, es war so einfallsreich, mit den Masken die wir trugen viel das Lügen leicht
Wir waren so endlos gleich, weil ich dir gehör, vielleicht ein Fehler weil du wusstest wie man mich zerstört.-zate

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Little clip from last night supporting @henrikfreischlader at the borderline. More photos and videos to come
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- Ich habe keine Kraft im Moment. Für nichts leider. Ich wollte hier aktiver sein aber ich schaffe es nicht. Ich hatte gestern einen Rückfall weil mir alles zuviel wurde und ich wieder nicht wusste wohin damit. Ich hoffe es war der letzte vorläufig.. #sad #ritzen #borderline #ana #depression #depri

Those moments,
when everything is breaking.
Your life is on fire.
Every action is questioned.
Each thought doubted.
When it all feels more like whips instead of open doors.
We shrug, then sigh.
Straighten our backs and relax our shoulders.
Just breathe.
Just, breathe.. #Recovery #Awareness
#Cptsd #Mdd #Bpd #Tbi #Physcology #MoralInjury
#Bushido #Zen #Heathen
#Empath #Introvert #Infp
#Borderline #Theories
#Anxiety #Depression
#Insomnia #NeuralFatigue
#Veteran #Trauma
#TheMind #MentalHealth

Haven't been on much as my sleeping pattern is all over the spot 😧 but I have managed to sort out some crap 😂.. #bpd #borderline #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #selfie #instaselfie #gettingbetter #dutchgirl #dutch #piercings #lovepiercings #instalike #blondehair #instalike #instapic #behappy #loveyourself

Had a really positive✅ meeting with H. She's so supportive. It hurts me so much to think that some stranger can be more supportive than my family😭. She was being so positive and supportive🙋🏻 about my eating problems🍽, self harm etc and how well I've been doing. It means so much to know that there are people in the world🌍 that understand and do care
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I've had a nightmare day😣.. my family can't understand that I have mental health issues and without ranting on about it they kicked me out the house🏡 because they think it's all 'attention seeking' and 'naughty' behaviour when it's not. All I want is understanding and acceptance🤷🏻‍♀️.. someone to turn to when I'm distressed but I'm never going to have that from them. This is my journey and I need to ignore all this negativity and accept they will never change
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I really do not need all this negativity🚫 right now. I'm trying my best to enter👉🏻 recovery and begin to live my life. It's really hard because I'm scared😫 to be alone because fear of abandonment is part of my condition but I can't be around all this negativity because I'm so fragile and I am always so close to breaking.. I'm just so scared right now as nothing is certain and stable.. the future looks really scary as I don't know where I'll be living or what will happen😔
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#unstable #staystrong #impulsive #bpd #borderline #borderlinelife #borderlinepersonality #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #personalitydisorder #eupd #emotionallyunstable #unstable #moodswings #suicide #suicidal #depressed #depression #depressing #anxiety #panicattacks #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealth #sad #mentalillness #recovery #hometreatment #crisis #familyissues #emotionallydrained

Happiness ebbs and flows
Ups and downs happen
Sadness comes and goes
Emotions overtaken
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(do excuse this low quality poem, I haven't written in years and I lost my touch. Gotta get it back with practice!)
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Momentan ist mir einfach alles zu viel, ich möchte nur noch weglaufen, weg von meinen Problemen, meinen Erinnerungen und dem ganzen Stress ... wieso ist das Leben manchmal so irre anstrengend? Ich möchte manchmal einfach nur stark sein doch breche so oft weinend zusammen. Schon allein der Gedanke daran das manche Erinnerungen Für immer ein Teil meines Lebens bleiben werden lässt mir die Tränen in die Augen schießen ... aber ich muss einfach stark bleiben, für mich, für mein Leben, denn das Leben ist schön ! ❤️🌵 #sozialphobie #depression #borderline #edfamily #psychatrie #psychischestörungen #psychology #recovery #recoverywin #ichwillleben

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