I have many thoughts and ideas about and for this post and I hope I can sort them a bit 😅
So first of all I think I gained weight, and I feel good in my body as usually, but when I took the third picture it triggered me really hard. And I asked myself why?! Because of the rolls? Yeah because of my belly roles. You know my belly was always the hardest thing for me to accept and I was always ashamed of my belly roles, but bodies change from every movement so I took this videos and pictures to remind myself that my body is flexible and that it is normal to have rolls when you sit down.
I stared long at all the pictures till suddenly it made "click" in my head and I could look at it like it is: a normal procedure of a body.
It's not ugly, disgusting, wrong or anything negative that this tiny voice in my head tries me to tell. It is normal it's natural and I think this makes it beautiful 💗
So and now comes the things I, original, wanted to say:
So I wrote that I think I gained weight, but what changed?
Did the fact that I am worthy changed?
Changed my personality?
Did it changed that I deserve respect and love?
Did it made me ugly?
It simple just changed that my belly looks a bit bigger.
Gaining or losing weight does just change your body. It doesn't makes you more or less worthy or respect and love. It doesn't makes you a better or worse person.
And at this point I want to say that I have nothing against losing weight, but you have to be careful because it can be dangerous and triggering, so lose weight for yourself and not for somebody else 💕
So I wish everybody of you the best and a lot of good body image days 💓💖💗💕
PS: but it's also okay to have bad body image days, we all have them 💓
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