I have found strength in allowing myself to fail. My journey has many peaks and valleys. I will no longer discredit the struggles as those dictate my actions of who I am willing to be to come out stronger.
The last few years you all have seen me transform and work on "finding myself", and through this journey I've asked so many of you to join me in this process to support and help one another. I know how difficult and simply impossible the road less traveled all alone can be. Together we have become a team, I've formed bonds with people around the globe and am able to say some of my best friends have come out of my simple dedication to my personal growth.
Do you know what it's like to struggle with anxiety and depression so deep you just want to pull the sheet over your head and call it quits? The feeling of your insides so broken that you think bursting into tears would happen and yet your frozen in fear and self shame so you remain locked in a cell of your emotions and turmoil unable to express or release because you yourself are so unsure of why you feel this way?
I have fought years of self doubt, insecurities, and a feeling of such low self esteem, and the secret I found to drag myself out of that place?
Surrendering it all, getting down on my knees and accepting that while I do not know everything I could start here, at the bottom, and each day take a minuscule step in growing my heart, releasing the pressure, by simply feeding my soul positivity and surrounding myself with the people who had the qualities I wished to posses in my own life.
It gets easier ❤️ life will be forgiving and allow you to move on. The baggage that held me down I've since rolled off my back and never looked back, I've been able to forgive those I harbored hatred for, I was able to go and ask forgiveness of those I had done wrong to. (Finish reading in comments )