It was a combination of me thinking too much and being hard on myself for messing up. Yet, I'm allowing myself to grow and let these be learning days not to give up on who I am. Trusting God is the same if not more important. There may we days I don't feel like I'm meeting His standards 100%, or I'm simply not keeping my mind focus on His instructions. Yet, He is right there with me preparing me for the fight. Teaching me how to block, jab, hook and upper cut anything that is not like Him. Yeap, I'm growing !! Amen!! In time I will be good ...cause lol these hands were slow🐢. Lol thank the Lord for the process!!!