i'm just grinding and designing every day. No design is ever finished, no technique is ever mastered.
I've always appreciated the idea of 'grappling with demons' and thats how I see Jiu Jitsu. I've seen people grapple their way through depresion, break ups, financial loss, job loss even to help with the loss of someone.
I'm stunned with the mix of people we meet on the mats. There is few other places where so many different types of people from all walks of life come to one place, to do one thing and have fun doing it, at least not that I know of :) Grappling demons into deep waters the rash guard that represents our hard work, sacrifice rivalry determination and family in one design.