Taking mad pills today to prevent aching and pain, so far it’s working
I have a long day ahead of me, I cleaned my house around 5am, I have to do laundry, I got a talk therapy session, I gotta cut up flyer’s to pass out in LA at a chiptune fest for my I am throwing featuring @azuria_sky & @ghostofsegal. I am stoked I get to hang out with my fellow #bipolar homegirl @mmmolihua and @jiffypop23_
these talk therapy sessions have been the best thing for me that has happened for me in a while, like I have most likely stated in the past, it’s really cathartic to be able to express yourself to someone that actually wants to know about your week and find ways to help you out and suggest solutions.
I wish everyone to have that source of therapy if they don’t have it.
people can often take a desired interest in you simply because you listen.
that’s not always good think, I have had to cut off people that use me in the aspect that they want to tell me everything that they have pent up, but the majority of it is complaining or negative. I am not a huge fan of negativity almost to the point to where it’s borderline sheltering and a shock when I have to come across things that I intentionally avoid like fight videos, controversial freakouts and etc.
I’m not interested in being someone’s therapist if they are just going to complain and not try to find a solution to their problem.
I especially dislike having 1 way conversations with people that wanna talk my ear off about whatever is going on with them and not at all inquire about my well being . . . at all. That shit if anything is a pet peeve.
I have a past of talking shit to which I hope people have since forgotten, but I do not wanna hear about anyone putting anyone down in a vindictive way. If you have a friend that constantly talks shit, I strongly suggest cutting them out of your life, because chances are that if they talk a lot of shit, they are most likely talking shit behind your back. The worst is when people run circles about what they have been talking about for the past half hour. Shit can be draining af.
anyways, I wish you guys a good day and I hope you have a rad, day. <3!