Was told tonight I can't quit my J.O.B. (Just over broke) without another one in line.... I said, "what?! I have EVERYthing I need when I make that decision. Gods got me." && the look on their face was pure priceless mixed with (a lot of) anger and then they proceeded to talk about how I'm not being logical...I have kids to think about...bills to worry to about.... etc etc etc. "something's majorly wrong with the way you think." 😂😂😂😂 🤔 what's wrong with how I think? 🤷🏾♀️ it doesn't matter tho 🙃😂 no, really, it truly does not matter lmao so don't answer that!
But I'm over here thinkin WHAT! I'm already *not* following what God's asked of me!
I'm miserable AF.
I'm not making what I deserve for 7 yrs in this industry.
Nothing's gonna change where I'm at or if I find a new place to be in this profession.
I literally do my morning intention setting and pray for a new place I can drive to. Yet, I fall back asleep with so much regret that the tears are flowing and then drag myself out of bed to show up....for the kids. Cuz they deserve someone that cares... Anywho. I put in 20+ applications today && found ONE that is in the fitness profession, willing to train the right person, close to home, etc etc && it's absolutely PERFECT for me 🤗
So, would you take a moment, see me being brave, living my dream, && stepping out of my comfort zone?
I'm going batshit crazy 🙃 all because I chose easy over different + new.
Don't be like NyTara && do that shit. 🤦🏾♀️🤦🏾♀️🤦🏾♀️ You deserve your desires when God places them on your heart #listenthefirsttime 🤗🤗🤗