Gonna be honest here & say the other day I came very very close to a breakdown. I recently had to pick up quite a bit more shifts at work to make sure I was able to pay my bills lol & I feel as if that's crushing my time to put work towards my dreams...
But GUESS WHAT that's life. My reality is my reality, no matter what my goals & dreams are. It hurts to not be able to go all in on my dreams every minute of every day but you gotta realize that going all in on your reality is the only way to make it to where you want to be.
Creating content isn't going to pay the bills, my job is. So, you gotta accept that and although your dreams don't have to necessarily take the back burner, you gotta take care of your REALITY & your real life shit. I know this seems like an extremely simple concept lol but when I have so many things going through my head of things I want to do, my mind moves faster than my body can and it causes me to feel extreme stress as if I'm not doing enough to put effort towards my dreams...
If you feel this way, you're not slacking, you're taking care of your shit. Still trying to find that perfect balance between dreams and reality, but just make sure you're still paying attention to your current situation & your reality while you're working towards your dream life.