Alright..pre judging is over and I ended up in the center of second call outs so it's looking like 6th or 7th place this time around..I'm not going to sit here and make a bullshit caption about how happy I am because truly I'm more devastated than ever. However, there's nothing I can do about it so I'm just accepting what is and knowing that I brought the best package I ever have. I truly believe there was nothing else I could have done this prep to look any better than I did. This was the best I've looked all year and I'm so happy with what I brought. However, I'll make damn sure I beat this look next time I step on stage.
I'll definitely be taking a LONG break that is much needed and may not even step on stage in 2018..but who knows🤷🏼♀️ My main focus now is beating this package and continuing to progress physically and mentally. This lifestyle has changed my way of living in many aspects other than fitness and for that I'm grateful. Now it's time to take a step back, live a little, focus on school, my health, family, traveling, & just normal people things🤗
My time will come; this just wasn't my time, & that's okay because when it is it'll be so much sweeter.