I feel that lately I've been losing motivation. I also feel that lately I've become infinitely more determined. I can't expect anyone to care or prioritize me, or my values, or my well being except for myself 💯.
Today was an off day for me- everyone has them- but none of my music inspired me today. I decided to listen to motivational videos through my workout. In between sets I ask myself what is the best use of my time right now? If I went home, or if I skipped sets, or if I lowered weights, would I be able to look back st the end of the day and say I used my time to the best of my ability?🤷♀️ .
The answer would be no. I don't even know why, but I felt like breaking the entire day today. In any case, I have my vision and I worked towards it. I still progressed, not as much as I had hoped or as much as I have been. It's still progress nonetheless. I'm not complacent. This is the worst I've felt in training in months, but I want to push through it. I actually wanted to do MORE at the end of my workout. -
There's no trying for me, either I do it or I don't. I'll prove to myself and you that if I say it, my actions will support my words. Words are so important. I won't belittle the gift I have to be able to speak them. I'll make them come to life. -
Stay strong fam.