"Your soul is always going to whisper your truth back to you. Your soul wants what is best for you. And if you try to silence its voice, eventually the whisper will become a roar"
For three years I had planned to make a journey to Beloved Festival @belovedpresents ever since a magical faerie created a beautiful video capturing it's essence.
This summer I felt like I "should" go out of my way to connect with my father who I haven't seen in two and a half years. I had even planned a trip to the middle of nowhere in France to see him for a week where I would be completely selcuded with him, his wife and my sister and my baby sister I haven't yet met. We haven't seen each other much this past ten years and have a lifetime of issues we have never even touched on let alone sorted out.
Right before he booked the flight (I thought was already booked) he called and asked me a favor regarding my luggage. Soon it led to a discussion where my dad was explaining he didn't want to have any arguments or fights whatsoever. He said very loud and very clearly "I have no patience!" With a long pause afterwards and I said to myself "I have no patience, no patience for bullshit." Made the immediate decision to change my plans. Ayla Nereo @aylanereo and the Polish Ambassador @thepolishambassador had JUST been added to the line up which was the divine plan for me. I wasn't planning to go, but told myself that if either of them were there I would be going. I ignored this divine plan at first, but when my father explained that he had no patience the calling became a roar, I chose myself and my mental, spiritual, and emotional health over some perceived need for connection (before he dies) with this man. Connection isn't made with closed hearts, minds and ears. I couldn't be happier with the decision I made, bravo Legs for knowing your truth and your power to wield it.
Featuring in the video DJ Anjali and The Incredible Kid
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