Happiness. When I see what I used to be scared of, I see straight through to my smile. I am Happy, purely happy. I don't have the devil on my shoulder telling me I should 'fast' for a couple days because I looking chunky. I don't see a double chin and think I'm disgusting, I just think wow look so cute I look. I don't compare myself to other women's bodies, and I can just admire my own.