Since I was younger, I was taught never to show weakness. I never liked to talk about my feelings, no matter what I was feeling. I keep everything bottled up, now all I feel is nothing. I’m numb to the pain, nothing gets to me anymore, at least that’s what I hope it is. I really want to tell you what’s going on in my mind, but I just can’t seem to find the courage to do so. It’s not that I do not trust you, but I simply do not know how to open up. I’m sorry. I love you.