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This was lunch today - I totally forgot to post it!!!🙊😂 I was really craving a salad sooooo; I got a chicken salad with light mayonnaise from subway BUT with the help and reassurance from @leandrasroadtorecovery and @recovery_mary_bxtch I got a cookie too!!! The white chocolate and raspberry one!😍😍 ohh lord it was magical! The salad was super nice too! -
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I’m in such a fuck it mood today - like I’m genuinely in such a good mood! I’m still at work; I don’t finish till 5 but then I’m teaching at 5:30 but I’m in that mood where food isn’t bothering me today - like I’m really craving a maccies😳 I was going to have one for lunch but wanted a salad instead; but now I want maccies! Like I said; I’m teaching till 7:30 then I’ve got dance till 10 straight after...I may get one on the way🙊🙊🙊I mean what’s the worse that can happen? I enjoy a maccies and move on with my life. I’m done with feeling like I don’t deserve food. I’m don’t trying to live with anorexia - I want to be free!!!! -
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I’m done with this bullshit!!! Watch me break free❤️❤️❤️ -
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Haven’t posted much on here recently, but I’ve just been updating my personal account & you’re more than welcome to follow with your personal too. 🤗
Ima post on here soon too. 😊 Things have just been a lil busy recently. 💞

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Had a fab time at the Christmas markets with these amazing numpties 😂😂.. Been sooo busy... #thegrinch is a must see!! Did that with the little ones and they loved it. #london this weekend so xcited... #yolo #beatingeatingdisorders #neda #leanin15 #change #90daysssplangraduate #cleaneating #newhorizons #bbgcommunity #weighwatchers #slimmingworld #weightlossjourney #books #weightlosstransformation #manchester #fitfam #fitness #lifestylechange #goddesses #motivated #mentalhealth #iamenough #love #christmasdecorations #inspiration

So I’m struggling.
I started this page because I wished to rawly portray the reality of trying to recover from an eating disorder.
I’m in my sixth week as a hospital inpatient. I’m severely struggling to manage 3 meals a day. I have such strict food rules (e.g. “safe” and “bad” foods) to adhere to. I find myself restricting daily. I’m exercising obsessively. I’m dreading being weighed this week, knowing I’ve lost weight and am going to be in trouble.
This is the honest truth about trying to recovery from disordered eating. It’s not glamorous, nor is it easy. Recovery is TOUGH, there’s no denying it, but we, my friends, are tougher.
Imee 🌻
#eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisordersrecovery #anorexia #bulimia #bingeeatingdisorderrecovery #beatingeatingdisorders #eatingforlife #loveyourself #yourweightdoesnotdetermineyourworth #yourebeautiful #recoveryispossible #eatingdisorder #inpatient #believeinyourself #eatingdisorderecovery #disorderedeating #eatingtolive #edfam #ed

Not quite sure what I’m feeling - all I know is it’s here strangling the deepest part of my throat and weighing down deep in my chest. I feel alone. I know all of you following me, plus millions more are going through similar things. We don’t understand each other’s pain completely but we understand that whatever we all are feeling is real. I’m very grateful to those of you reaching out to me, it truly touches me to see how much you all can care about someone you don’t actually know. I wish this burden I feel could be explained in a way that relieves me. But I can’t pinpoint what it is. All I know is I feel incredibly low and the thoughts are so hateful towards myself. There’s nothing I can do but sit in it and pray it passes faster than it did the last time.
#eatingdisorders #bulimia #anorexia #beatingeatingdisorders #recovery #relapse #edrelapse #anxiety #depression #mentalhealth #keeptalkingmh #lonely #mentalillness #alone #help #sad #ocd #mentalhealthawareness #lost #hurting #bingeing #darkthoughts #selfhate #selflove #numb #feelings #sadness #suicideawareness #speakupandspeakout #speakupspeaknow

Life may have changed drastically the past few weeks adding another little one to our family- but the desire and passion I have for my at home business hasn’t.

Honestly it’s given me MORE fuel to my fire- knowing that I can still do this as a busy mom of three and really change our families lives.
I refuse to wait until all my kids are in school to start working on our dreams. I’m starting NOW. In the mom cracks- when my kids are sleeping.

I want to take my kids on the vacations of their lives, have the freedom to experience crazy adventures, and give them the best memories I can. This doesn’t mean things- in means TIME.

Time where we are present- stress free and just enjoying life.
What is your dream? What could you do in the mom cracks?? I’m looking for 5 women to mentor who are tired of waiting for their dreams to happen and are ready to get to work. I know how much this business has already change my families life and I KNOW it can change yours too if you are ready.

Comment below or link in bio if you are ready mama 😘✌️
#momofthree #momproblems #twoundertwo #babynumber3 #onemonthold #mumofthree

This is accurate... I had an emotional breakdown this weekend over thanksgiving food brought into work and I haven’t been able to pull myself out of it since. And my therapist has apparently taken it upon herself to completely ignore me this weekend, so I’ve been trying to guide myself through this emotional mess. I literally haven’t eaten in two days and I’m about done with outpatient treatment. I’m not going to keep spending the amount of money I am when I can’t get the help I need when I actually need it. I’m done. I’m done fighting the eating disorder. It’s too damn strong right now and without the right support, I just don’t feel like I can keep going. It’s easier to just give in and listen to it, than to try to fight back. I’m sorry this is so negative, but I just can’t anymore. I’m fucking done. .
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#anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexiarelapse #edfamily #edcommunity #edfighter #edwarrior #edstruggles #eatittobeatit #nourishtoflourish #beatingeatingdisorders #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #edfam #anawho #anorexiafighter #anorexiawarrior #edmemes #edhumor #anorexiamemes #imsofuckingdone #edrecovery #recoverymemes #endthestigma

Haven’t been feeling the freshest, lately.
Body image hasn’t been the best, these last couple of days... 😜.
But, hey! Instead of beating myself down or feel sorry for myself (which, by the way, it’s totally fine, sometimes that’s all you need), I decided to share some shirtless pictures of myself 😆 😆
Swipe ⬅️⬅️ for sexy pics of me on my underwear 👙🤓😈.
All jokes aside, body image issues among males are a very common thing, unfortunately not very outspoken.
There are many days in which, overhead, the sky is clear, but it still seems to rain on you; but you have a choice: get all droopy and wet or find shelter, and after many years of getting drenched; I am trying to find an umbrella ☂. High five for my penguins briefs! 🐧 🤓. #engineerswholift #fitnessjourney #eatingdisorderrecovery #rise #neverstopdreaming #beatingeatingdisorders #eatingdisorderawareness #obesetobeast #everyoneistransformable #sundayinspiration #o2barmy

I'm desperate to be free of this - I hate to be so negative I hate feeling so alone I Hate the constant thoughts ruling my life I hate feeling tired and weak not knowing how I'm getting through end day , I hate knowing I've lost friends because of this , I hate feeling like I have No life , I hate the fact I had a good relationship with services and now I feel the trust has gone because I hate all their suggestions some which I find cruel hurtful and ridiculous i wish I could be free from the chains I'm locked in , anorexia I hate you - you have me locked trapped and feeling like il never be free from you , what can I do for you to let me go - I want to be free ! #ihateanorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexianerviosa #anorexiarecovery #anasucks #edpatient #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorderawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorderproblems #beatingeatingdisorders #fuckeatingdisorders #recoveringeatingdisorders #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiafighter #freemefromanorexia #ihateeatingdisorders #setmefree #wanthappiness #lostsomuch #wantmylifeback#promotemypage #promoter

just because you’re trash doesn’t mean you can’t do things.
it’s called garbage *can* not garbage cannot. (menção honrosa aos meus anjos da guarda @belmontnutri e @treinadorbrunoreis que não me deixam na mão nem em outro continente 💙) #fitfam #eatclean #eatcleantraindirty #beatingeatingdisorders #squats #legday #girlswholift #fitspo #fitgirl #fitnessmotivation #healthylifestyle #selflove #bodybuilding #bodypositivity #loveyourself #workout #motivationmonday

Finally tried the pizza from spoons! It’s actually pretty good - especially as it’s only £5.50 - you can’t really complain! I also had the warm cookie dough for dessert - my absolute favourite as it is AMAZING 😍🤤🍕🍪 #food#foodie#foodgasm#pizza#dessertporn#foodporn#foodiesofinsta#foodlover#cookiedough#edrecovery#anorexiarecovery#strongnotskinny#fitfamuk#girlswholift#girlswithmuscle#junkfood#iifymgirls#cheatday#weightgain#anorexia#edsoldier#fattyforlife#foodielife#recoverywin#beatingeatingdisorders#dailyfoodfeed

Good evening my lovelies!!✨🧡I hope you’re all well!! This is my #breakfast for today, of two weetabix🥣with almond milk🥛and blueberries(why is there not a blueberry emoji?!!☹️)
Just wanted to pop in and say that I’m really trying to get myself back on track at the moment. I have been in a viscous cycle recently, but nows the time to get myself out of it and into proper recovery again!!💪🏼I’m going to be more active than normal this coming week, just to give myself some accountability, including FDOEs!!😋
Anyway, I’ll check in with you abit later!! I hope you’re all fighting hard, stay strong my lovelies!!👊🏼✨🧡
#anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosa #anorexianervosarecovery #ana #ed #anarecovery #strongnotskin #recovery #eatingdisorderecovery #beatingana #beatinged #beatingeatingdisorders #eatittobeatit #motivation #strongspiration #prorecovery #recoverforlife #strongnotskinny #recoveryisworthit #mentalhealth #mentalhealthwarrior #win #beatingana #ananomore #lifeoverana

Ok so this weekend I have eaten soooo much. My heads going crazy, but as well as eating lots over the weekend I went to an amazing friends wedding and actually got to do normal stuff, I ate a 3 course meal which I don’t know if I’ve ever done before....I spent a relaxed Sunday morning at the park with my bestie and her family then me and the family had a Sunday dinner which was massive...do I care? I did...but then thinking rationally, I enjoyed the weekend, I ate whatever I wanted to and I didn’t lose full control (though it does feel I have) but I’m not gonna let Jeff win....I had seconds of things, ate cake, danced, walked, hugged and laughed and that’s so much more important than being ill missing everything I used to....yes it caused me lots of anxiety and distress at times but it was all worth it to see my friends perfect wedding. I still can’t believe I went and stayed for so long...so all of that is a victory and something to be proud of, for me anyways...if I can do it so can you...be proud of your victories and be proud to be who you are.... #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #edrecoveryquotes #anorexiawarrior #bingeeating #eatingdisorderawareness #anorexiawarriors #beatingeatingdisorders #depression #selfhate #eatingdisorder #ananotwinning #recovery #recoveryisworthit #edwontwin #inspire #inspiration #bestrong #dontgiveup #talktome #prorecovery #curvesnotcalories #keepchallenging #keepchallengingyourself #onedayatatime #bingeeatingdisorderrecovery #wedding #food #yummy

• Confession: I purged for the first time in a week today •

I felt utterly disheartened. Like a failure. But then something occurred to me: healing isn’t linear. There is no right or wrong way to recover and recovery is DIFFICULT.
Everyday you will face some setbacks, and that’s ok! What matters is ensuring you rise from your falls and continue fighting. You are worth the effort it takes to recover. Don’t be discouraged by its challenging nature, setbacks are beautiful in that they welcome new strengths.
Take care of yourselves.

Imee 🌻
#eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisordersrecovery #anorexia #bulimia #bingeeatingdisorderrecovery #beatingeatingdisorders #eatingforlife #loveyourself #yourweightdoesnotdetermineyourworth #yourebeautiful #recoveryispossible #eatingdisorder #inpatient #believeinyourself #eatingdisorderecovery #disorderedeating #eatingtolive #edfam #ed

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