These are just a few pages of my little book full of goals, ideas and plans. I always found that if I didn't pursue something new I would stagnate and surrender. For the last 6 years now I've strived for idiotic dreams adding to the list every week for any insanity I think of. Things that I wouldn't be able to do I made into mental certainties. There's no guarantee that I'll achieve anything, no being hand fed solutions or success and my god am I still striving to be good enough to deserve any of this. But I won't stop trying. I won't stop every day wanting to be better. I compete with nobody else because nobodies loss brings me any success.